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[ar:Dreamville/Omen/Mereba/Deante' Hitchcock/St. Beauty]
[al:Revenge Of The Dreamers III]
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[00:00.000]PTSD (Clean) - Dreamville/Omen/Mereba/Deante' Hitchcock/St. Beauty
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[00:06.490]Lyrics by：Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen
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[00:12.980]Composed by：Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen
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[00:19.470]Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
[00:22.029]曾经愿意为我折腰 就像用来制造掀背式轿车的钢铁
[00:22.029]You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
[00:24.570]你曾经就像四年级的孩子一样天真烂漫
[00:24.570]Q was in for me never needed to ask that
[00:27.029]兄弟一直陪着我 根本不用问
[00:27.029]PTSD now I'm having a flashback
[00:29.528]创伤后应激障碍 现在我脑子里不断回放过去的画面
[00:29.528]Told me I'm sweet can't sleep in the trap trap
[00:31.879]说我很温柔 无法入眠
[00:31.879]Enemy envy make the strap go brrat brrat
[00:34.548]敌人 妒忌 掏出了武器
[00:34.548]You the missing piece no peace when I sleep now
[00:37.026]你是我不可或缺的一部分 现在我睡觉都不安宁
[00:37.026]Used to practice peace finna sleep with the piece now
[00:40.329]曾经想要和睦相处 现在睡觉都要带着武器
[00:40.329]Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
[00:42.798]只要我还活着 我就会想念你
[00:42.798]You said you need to call me be sure I tried
[00:45.264]你说你将来要么发财 要么死在发财的路上
[00:45.264]I wish I didn't have a song to write
[00:47.804]我希望我不用写这些歌
[00:47.804]I know you probably follow me with your light
[00:49.836]我知道你可能在我身后 照亮我的路
[00:49.836]My mama told me faith is all that I need
[00:51.977]我妈妈告诉我 信念就是我需要的一切
[00:51.977]And back in the day I would've agreed but now it's hard to believe
[00:54.634]以前我还会同意 但现在我很难相信
[00:54.634]I still do not 'cause I want 'cause I need to
[00:56.850]虽然我很想相信 但我还是不敢相信
[00:56.850]Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
[00:59.787]不能亲眼见证 我就不会相信有什么比我更伟大的东西
[00:59.787]So f**k a watch I wear my heart on my sleeve
[01:01.608]所以 去他的手表 我把我的真心捧在手上
[01:01.608]Nobody knows my sorrow nobody knows about the trouble I seen
[01:04.773]没人明白我的悲伤 没人明白我遇到多大的烦恼
[01:04.773]A lot of dead n***as livin' through me shawty but not in the literal
[01:07.897]很多死去的兄弟还活在我的心里 但他们的肉体已不复存在
[01:07.897]Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
[01:09.822]他们大部分人已经死去 因为他们没有坚持自己的梦想
[01:09.822]The power of a higher entity entered me
[01:12.136]一股更加强大的力量灌进了我的身体
[01:12.136]Mentally physically spiritually
[01:13.567]心理上 身体上 精神上
[01:13.567]I'm on a whole different energy
[01:14.840]我已经全然不同了
[01:14.840]F**k the world but I need you to remember me
[01:16.798]去他的世界 但我需要你记住我
[01:16.798]I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear
[01:18.638]我曾怀疑自己 因为我害怕
[01:18.638]That you would look at me differently
[01:20.009]你会用异样的眼光看待我
[01:20.009]If I ever changed I'm numb to it now I don't feel the same
[01:22.881]如果我改变了 现在我也已经麻木了 我已经不是从前的我
[01:22.881]A slave to the feeling I'm breaking the chains
[01:24.850]被感情奴役 我要挣脱束缚
[01:24.850]Tryna balance out the joy the pain the sun the rain
[01:27.467]想要在欢乐和痛苦之间 阳光和风雨之间找到一个平衡点
[01:27.467]My life and the fame done lost the game
[01:29.447]我的生活和我的声名 已经输了这场比赛
[01:29.447]The gift the shame my skin my veins
[01:31.287]天赋 耻辱 我的皮肤 我的血液
[01:31.287]My soul done rained so much on my heart
[01:33.340]我的灵魂让我的心无比沉重
[01:33.340]Really I don't know where to start
[01:34.846]我真的不知道该从何说起
[01:34.846]The irony of finding self in the dark
[01:36.642]在黑暗中寻找自我 多么讽刺
[01:36.642]My n***a truthfully feel like it's two of me
[01:38.648]兄弟 说真的 我感觉自己是两个人
[01:38.648]I should've been on that ark
[01:39.627]我应该登上诺亚方舟
[01:39.627]A love-hate relationship with my thoughts
[01:41.687]心里的想法让我又爱又恨
[01:41.687]I'm tryna shine in my own light
[01:43.195]我想沐浴在自己的光芒之中
[01:43.195]The realest n***a left in my own right
[01:45.062]最真实的那个人已经离我而去
[01:45.062]Helping you with your vices
[01:46.142]想要帮你解决问题
[01:46.142]but can't seem to get a grip on my own life yeah
[01:50.263]但我似乎连自己的生活都搞不定
[01:50.263]I was on my way down breakdowns breakthroughs
[01:52.657]我在走下坡路 不断失败 又不断突破自己
[01:52.657]Spit up out my debut gotta say I stay true
[01:55.169]完成了我的处女作 必须说我始终如一
[01:55.169]Maybe why I stayed broke I been on a goose chase
[01:57.532]也许 之所以我会一无所成 是因为我在追寻不存在的东西
[01:57.532]Gotta swallow pride when they see me how the truth taste
[02:00.049]必须放下自尊 现实的滋味如何
[02:00.049]Off the beaten path like Blueface
[02:02.263]像Blueface一样 不走寻常路
[02:02.263]On the North Side had to be a Tuesday
[02:04.721]当时在北边 那是一个星期二
[02:04.721]Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
[02:06.995]在上课日和你的孩子慢慢地走
[02:06.995]Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
[02:09.539]凌晨时分 我的心情突然改变
[02:09.539]That's when the truth came in New York hearing rumors
[02:12.529]那时候我看清了现实 在纽约 听到各种谣言
[02:12.529]My sister was homeless convinced her to often
[02:15.008]我姐姐无家可归 说也说不听
[02:15.008]Been years since we talked number changed
[02:17.237]我们已经好久没有说话 电话号码也变了
[02:17.237]Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
[02:19.801]看见你 我的心碎成了好几瓣
[02:19.801]I can't believe when I seen you I knew s**t was true
[02:22.586]看到你时 我不敢相信 我知道那些事情是真的
[02:22.586]Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
[02:25.070]凝视着你的眼睛 我看到了截然不同的你
[02:25.070]Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
[02:27.315]我还没有说出来 那个不同的你就迅速消失了
[02:27.315]Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven
[02:29.513]希望在我俩进入天堂之前 我还能遇见你
[02:29.513]We 'ight we 'ight
[02:33.875]我们很好 我们很好
[02:33.875]You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
[02:39.008]你让我睁开双眼 让我看见了希望
[02:39.008]We 'ight we 'ight
[02:43.796]我们很好 我们很好
[02:43.796]You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light ayy
[02:51.852]你让我睁开双眼 让我看见了希望
[02:51.852]Yeah hahahaha
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[02:53.917]We just kickin' it you know ayy woah
[02:57.650]我们在放松身心 你懂的
[02:57.650]I'm here with all my friends
[02:59.637]我和朋友们都在这里
[02:59.637]This is for the homies for the homies all the homies what
[03:04.152]这是为了兄弟们 所有的好兄弟
[03:04.152]What
[03:04.836]什么
[03:04.836]And the h*es
[03:07.857]还有女人
[03:07.857]Hahahaha yeah
[03:09.214]
[03:09.214]Said this is for the homies for the homies all the homies what
[03:14.698]我说 这是为了兄弟们 所有的好兄弟
[03:14.698]And the h*es
[03:17.319]还有女人
[03:17.319]Can't forget about the h*es yeah
[03:19.966]不能忘了女人
[03:19.966]For the homies for the homies for the homies what
[03:24.114]为了兄弟们 所有的好兄弟
[03:24.114]What
[03:24.756]什么
[03:24.756]And the h*es
[03:27.634]还有女人
[03:27.634]Ayy that s**t sound tight
[03:29.816]这首歌听起来不错
[03:29.816]This is for the homies for the homies all the homies what
[03:34.180]这是为了兄弟们 所有的好兄弟
[03:34.180]What
[03:34.808]什么
[03:34.808]And the h*es
[03:37.709]还有女人
[03:37.709]Hahahaha yeah
[03:39.196]
[03:39.196]Said this is for the homies for the homies all the homies what
[03:44.678]我说 这是为了兄弟们 所有的好兄弟
[03:44.678]And the h*es
[03:47.216]还有女人
[03:47.216]Can't forget about the h*es yeah
[03:48.881]不能忘了女人
[03:48.881]For the homies for the homies for the homies what
[03:53.034]为了兄弟们 所有的好兄弟
[03:53.034]What
[03:53.571]什么
[03:53.571]And the h*es
[03:54.675]还有女人
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