[04:37.00]I'm afraid to leave, afraid to be left behind
[04:37.00]could you wait for me, please let me take my time
[04:37.00]Cos i'm afraid to realize that my little life didn't mean sh*t in the scheme of things please dry my eyes
[04:37.00]When the tears rolling down my face feeling ashamed
[04:37.00]cos theoretically I don't know why I'm afraid
[04:37.00]ain't nothing I can do to stop it when it's that day
[04:37.00]I wish I could fully feel what's easy to say
[04:37.00]
[04:37.00]I lay my life in your hands tonight,
[04:37.00]if I live or die you decide
[04:37.00]I'm at your mercy
[04:37.00]at your command and your service
[04:37.00]I lay my life in your hands tonight,
[04:37.00]if I live or die you decide
[04:37.00]I'm at your mercy
[04:37.00]at your command and your service
[04:37.00]
[04:37.00]I try to get up like I just beat cancer,
[04:37.00]not taking anything for granted on the ride
[04:37.00]it will be what we make it my mantra
[04:37.00]on repeat as I close my eyes
[04:37.00]So high speed highway high five
[04:37.00]if I said I was ready I lied
[04:37.00]I want this way to much
[04:37.00]tell the ambulance back up they got the wrong guy
[04:37.00]Cus I made no peace of mind
[04:37.00]I'm not done with the loved ones I leave behind
[04:37.00]we were supposed to change the world
[04:37.00]making our voices heard good over evil right
[04:37.00]I refuse to gracefully fade away
[04:37.00]my friends on the other side you'll have to wait
[04:37.00]like somehow it was up to me but only thing i control is how I spend today
[04:37.00]
[04:37.00]I lay my life in your hands tonight,
[04:37.00]if I live or die you decide
[04:37.00]I'm at your mercy
[04:37.00]at your command and your service
[04:37.00]I lay my life in your hands tonight,
[04:37.00]if I live or die you decide
[04:37.00]I'm at your mercy
[04:37.00]at your command and your service
[04:37.00]
[04:37.00]I got goals to achieve and stuff
[04:37.00]I gotta work out
[04:37.00]got sh*t to do make things right before I burn out
[04:37.00]but my defence is gone you invaded me
[04:37.00]fenceless I'm embracing it
[04:37.00]guard down and my hans are tied
[04:37.00]can only pray for you to treat me right
[04:37.00]see through me no matter what I'm wearing
[04:37.00]but I'm ready to roll
[04:37.00]and my shell is peeled off I'm transparent
[04:37.00]just letting it go
[04:37.00]
[04:37.00]feel so good letting go
[04:37.00]feel so good letting go
[04:37.00]don't it feel so good letting go
[04:37.00]
[04:37.00]I lay my life in your hands tonight,
[04:37.00]if I live or die you decide
[04:37.00]I'm at your mercy
[04:37.00]at your command and your service
[04:37.00]I lay my life in your hands tonight,
[04:37.00]if I live or die you decide
[04:37.00]I'm at your mercy
[04:37.00]at your command and your service