[04:06.00]October, I just found out I'm possessed
[04:06.00]and it might not stop until I rest
[04:06.00]Now I find it hard to sleep
[04:06.00]to smile, to breathe, to weep
[04:06.00]
[04:06.00]I hold your heavy heart in my hands
[04:06.00]as we start to change all our plans
[04:06.00]A world made again from scratch
[04:06.00]Life is an empty canvas with a catch
[04:06.00]
[04:06.00]October, I told them about the things I've seen
[04:06.00]so they had to take a part of me
[04:06.00]There's no home for our unborn child
[04:06.00]Let's just pray this winter is mild
[04:06.00]
[04:06.00]But I hear disapointment in your voice
[04:06.00]So we fight as if I had any choice
[04:06.00]Yet I know we'll end up at the start
[04:06.00]and the promise that death will do us part
[04:06.00]
[04:06.00]October, can't stand the thought I might lose this
[04:06.00]Your eyes and our daugther's kiss
[04:06.00]or your anxious hand on my cheek
[04:06.00]as you search for a sign I feel weak
[04:06.00]
[04:06.00]And now, I think my head will burst
[04:06.00]But I refuse to prepare for the worst
[04:06.00]I refuse to let it choose the day
[04:06.00]I refuse to let this spark of life just fade away